-Angel Watching Over Me-

*wishlist - wishes
- to be able to play games whenever i like =X
- to read novels and thrillers
- blogging (here it is!)
- a new handphone (ok.. a better quality handphone)
- improve my Chinese and English (trying now!)
- get more than people to visit my blog
and lastly...
- to be able to smile properly
- to be a reliable friend
- and a sweet smile from a sweet gurl

Monday, February 27, 2006

I am sad.

I am very sad.

I am very very sad.

Why?

i shan talk about it. i just feel sad.

my results.

my SMRP

my HRP

I am sad

(' ')(.. )( ..)('' )( '')(O_O)
`angel was watched again at |9:34 PM

Saturday, February 25, 2006

well. my results are screwed.. MSG 3.6 so far.. happy?
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cant post much.
my parents are..
restrictive.. and i want to zzzz

(' ')(.. )( ..)('' )( '')(O_O)
`angel was watched again at |11:41 PM

Sunday, February 19, 2006

yayz. 3 chin-up for me.. using the girl's method though =X

At least my training paid off in some way :)

Now must aim for 5 chin-ups, or improve on my sit-ups. which is very miserable.

(' ')(.. )( ..)('' )( '')(O_O)
`angel was watched again at |6:17 PM

Saturday, February 18, 2006

ok.. i am dead.. my parents are gonna kill me:

Chinese: C6

Chemistry: B4

Biology: A1

Maths1: A2

Sure die one.. they see the C6 and A2 for maths.. i gonna be GG

(' ')(.. )( ..)('' )( '')(O_O)
`angel was watched again at |10:01 AM

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

i am exhausted already....
time for me to reduce my own workload..

(' ')(.. )( ..)('' )( '')(O_O)
`angel was watched again at |9:08 PM

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Warning:Its a long post...

Ok. i got slapped by my parents.. woo00ts

accomplishment or folly?

I think it was more of a folly... =/

Can say it was just a release of my anger welled up inside me... just take 2 words..not the eff word though..

It is :Click here !! THERE...

Story:

My parents brought me to West Coast market there for lunch. My mother was "pi55ing" me off by complaining of me chatting to friends on MSN. My defense that we were discussing made her say that discussing was useless for me, who would regulary "toggle" between games and work... Well. that's kind of -.- for me...

I am trying not to put all the profanities to describe the both of them incase they read.. and also in discretion. But i can tell you this.. I have been welling more than 1 year of nagging.

I can claim that I am a happy-go-lucky person, able to forget events that happened the day before. I do not fret so much on nagging and complains. I accept suggestions and can tolerate some jokes about me. Or in short, an angry Kevin can take quite a lot of work. (If on purpose, I can tell)

But 2dae seemed to be the peak. SO i just told them the 2 words... then my father slapped me, or rather literally punched me (My lips were bruised and bleeding slightly inside). ASked me to get out of the car, and settle for my own dinner, and to return home myself.

So I took it not so seriously. Though i know i had to do it. but the problem is that i did not have my wallet. Luckily, West Coast is my common hanging out place with my Primary school friends, so I could make my way back home. I got the "backup" key from my grandparents, (those who know me understand what i mean) and waited for a shuttle bus back home. No lunch, no prob. I had taken a good breakfast beforehand =X

When i reached home, they were there.

Basically, this post is void of feelings. As i am writing this, I am suppressing them. Trying to. Ok, i mean. Imagine this: Your father ask you to get out of the car, and ask me to "GET LOST". Literally said "GET LOST" to my face. I was naturally calm, but my inner self was like WTFKNBCCBKB ???!?!??!?! I cant imagine if we had gone to somewhere else. i can be GG.. (good-game. those who dunno, its slang for GG =X .. kk. slang for dead meat?)

AT home, an air of stillness surrounded us. I was basically quiet, lip-sealed and retreated to my room. I could say this "curfew" was good to me in some ways. I did my non-PC homework? hehehehe. Like i done maths? planned for English compo. and read the Chinese article wooops. things i would not do if the PC was around. I had experience such things b4. but this was the longest curfew i had. Basically, I did the same thing that he wanted - A timetable of what i gonna do today and tommorrow.
Gave it to him and waited.. waited.. waited.. only after dinner did he read. then I approached him and popped the question.

he questioned me about the many projects i take... and blah blah blah..
so now i am HERE :) YAYZ !!

OK ...
You ahave read it..

Here is my own guide of being a child: [ Read this out of adult's eye ]

1. Never say the following words... Shut Up, Errrrr, Quiet or anything that ask them to stop what they are saying.

2. If they are nagging, try and keep silent even if you are angry, and try and nod. Also formulate ideas and ways of escaping possible questions in your mind. Sometimes blurting out random words can incite the anger.. arguing always makes you(child) lose.

3. Give them what they want in less than 5 minutes. even if they ask it in 10 minutes.. You never know what they can pop-up

basically that is what it takes to survive .. especially no. 2

Forgot what i wanted to say after this.....

(' ')(.. )( ..)('' )( '')(O_O)
`angel was watched again at |9:43 PM

Sunday, February 05, 2006

Well...

I AM PISSED... I HAVE BEEN BOTTLING UP ALL MY ANGER AND FRUSTRATION

zzzz...
zzzz...
zzzz....

Never mind, I wont fret about it yet...

So tests are coming now, how time flies. Got to do nothing but study, I just have this innate feeling that Sec 3 would be a really tough time. MY Chinese test got 50% WOO()TS.... And ex-2I PPL DOMINATED the LAST 6 positions in class WOOPPZ...

-.-

k... So, i havent been doing my work. Its time for me to buckle up.

Everday must go check my fishy , except on Sunday, for SMRP project. Gohyy as a mentor is quite good, cuz we can tap on the experience =X

Hopefully it can be a fruitful year.

Well, for those who read my blog:
Thanks a million. I am really pleased to have met friend like you...

I feel like pursuing a science research career. However I think Chinese is blocking my way now :( Anyways, why do we have to learn Geog, History, Literature and other craps.. when our career only basically needs about 3,4 subjects like English, Chinese, Science etc.. SO what if we learn History.. I aint targetting or what ever sort.. I know the Singapore Government wants a holistic education.. but isnt it like "wasting" our time learning things we not gonna use in the future??!?!?!??!

Think about it.. that's my opinion.

OK.. those who have followed thru my posts.. i can do 3/4 chin-up !! OLE.. improvement from 0 chin-up.. meaning I can lift myself up 3/4 way. Just not good enough for my head to go over the bar =))))

(' ')(.. )( ..)('' )( '')(O_O)
`angel was watched again at |7:57 PM

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

i just realised i didnt do mch homework during holis. and that in about 12 hrs time will be my Biology test.. and I am now still blogging.

(' ')(.. )( ..)('' )( '')(O_O)
`angel was watched again at |10:44 PM