-Angel Watching Over Me-

*wishlist - wishes
- to be able to play games whenever i like =X
- to read novels and thrillers
- blogging (here it is!)
- a new handphone (ok.. a better quality handphone)
- improve my Chinese and English (trying now!)
- get more than people to visit my blog
and lastly...
- to be able to smile properly
- to be a reliable friend
- and a sweet smile from a sweet gurl

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Well, yesterday was hectic.
Stupid chemistry, so darn friggin' hard. Already first question stumped.. last questions stumped. bet i'll flunked it.
then come End Of Term Activities.
We "won" for soccer. 2K was reputed to be the best of soccer, so we challenged them to score 5-0 on us. hehe they scored only 4-0! loser.. x_X
Next was the cleaning of classroom. yeah i poured 2 buckets of water all over the class, i bet my row is one of the cleanest.
Then comes results. Impossible i got second, but i got it. well, calculate that i got a whopping 1.87 MSG. I improved from my mere 2.98 last term. Guess what. my parents are still unhappy. ohh. see my CHinese, see my Major Research paper, i am gone. They scolding me. I am very mad.
>=(
After that comes the play. Erm we walked for about 3,4 bus stops from KAP to my school. But stopped half-way due to lack of time, which we found out to be plentiful once we reached there.
The show about some PRC scholards, about their life and problems. Very interesting, simple CHinese i can understand. And there were some exciting parts *cough*. Douglas and Darrell Leong were the best.. Tey scream in excitement when the protaganist bends down. o.O
Well nice story though. like it.
So i am gonna sleep. and wake up to slack till now..

waiting for my parents to sleep so i can play Maple... but my friggin' mother is beside me!

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`angel was watched again at |12:22 AM

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Well. seems like i have yet to post.. kind of busy these few days..

Firstly for this day.. it was raining cats and dogs, and it was literally spawning cats and dogs.. somehow i saw alot of canines and fenines running past the roads without a slightest thought of a cruel death of being reduced to nothing but pulp. Then i got an all-time sleepiness rate and somehow went for forty-winks on my table.. randomly shifting position to suit my style.
Lessons were long and dreary.. and several of my friends.. *coughs* Erwin *coughs*, or Mark and even *rolls eye* Felix? *rolls eye*. Even monitor and chairman is caught taking a snooze during lessons?

Finally the end of Literature lesson. I can say I flunked my poetry test... When i went up there.. my whole legs were shivering in fright.. and in this horrid fright.. i forgot every first line of each stanza.. and each stanza consists of 3 lines and there are about more than 6 stanzas... o_O
Can say I was one of the worst.. and I tried to get as much help from the regular silent hints from Elly and Renjie.. still i could not make it.. And more my explanation. i am not sure whether it was convincing enough..

Towards the end of the day... we rushed through Project's Day. I wonder what would Rui Yi be doing now.. since Darrell Ang took it home. Made some dimensions and a guideline.. hopefully can present by Friday..

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`angel was watched again at |9:32 PM

Saturday, May 21, 2005

ok lemme recollect data for the camp

the detailed version :

> I find the other classes very lame because they used the same cheers as before
> I find our class very not cooperative
> The rice and others really sucks (Please dun spread it)
> Thought we'll be able to cook our own food
> I find the instructors kinda boring
> Too many rules and very strict on the camp
- Cannot eat our own tidbits
- Sleeping time is darn lame
- Not like last year.. can stay as long as you want.. as long as you can wake up the next day
> Camp very tight schedule
> Bathing times common, so there'll be 500 boys squeezed in the 4 toilets
> Prefer sleeping on the floor instead on the boards
> Find the camp boring because of the same kinds of activities

Well. this is my own private view of the camp. please do not spread it too far and wide.. just keep it to yourself.. i dun wanna get in trouble.

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`angel was watched again at |4:22 PM

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Ok.. great its IDS tommorrow and Project's Day next week (''.)

Finally my group members start cracking for IDS.. Ding Chun started planning for Labrador page and Erwin just tried to do something..
I bet it'll be another day of trouble and stay-up nights for me! Got to remake the website.. or maybe add in more info. The problem is that I got a bad feeling that our website may be just too small if we add in our info.. as our info was quite minimal..
SHould say that most of the reasons were came out by me.. or rather by my father... Tried to ask the rest.. all little response.. But Johnathan came out with a few reasons.. though after some thought were not really relavant.. Hmm. for Bing Xiang.. dunno about him yet!!!!
Visit the crap : http://itlrc.chs.edu.sg/~kevin/IDS/index.html
* Visiting other sites would not work yet *

SO for P Day (Project's Day)... got to meet Rui Yi and D ang in the library after school. I got a considerable thrashing for my MRP.. by Ms Alethea Lim. At least I passed! Could say I got 20/35 for Submission 1.. Saw it =/ I am waiting for them now.. gtg at 3.15.. so while waiting.. doing this blog post. By the way.. we coming to library to discuss about Sunday's creation of our prototype..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Douglas and Erwin was just 1 year closer to death! Well.. going to watch movie on Saturday. Dont know where my parents would agree.. because its my Chemistry Module Exam next Friday.. TO be honest.. i revised already.. and my parents still stressed me on revising Chem at night.. I remember last night I was bargaining with them in a heated battle on doing my IDS first.. before Chem. Please! Chem is NEXT WEEK. ok bad mentality.. But its next week.. IDS is TOMMORROW.. one FRIGGIN' DAY more!.. or rather 20 more hours?

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`angel was watched again at |2:54 PM

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

*Continue from my earlier post*

In addition to Nature Ramble, another activity which appealed to me was Blind Man's trail. As the name says so, all of us were blindfolded.. And supposed to trek through some places.. using only commands and feeling to navigate our way through a dark dark place.. =/ I cant see..
The only lead was our Instructor pulling the first boy.. and that was already good enough.. Once i got stuck.. such that my leg was caught in some kind of bush. Took me quite a while.. but in the meantime losing the link! There was utter panic as I flailed my way through.. but luckily was able to find my friend.

So that's basically about camp.. if you want a detailed version.. tag!

-------------- End of Camp ------------------

got to go.. dunno why. kinda short.. actually. my parents lar..

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`angel was watched again at |10:26 PM

ok. fine.. have not posted for a long time =p
you guys should be waiting for my daily post =)

this shall be a loong one.

Firstly.. I shall talk about camp!
--------- CAMP ----------

Personally.. the camp was kinda ok... only the food was rather crap. This isnt criticizing the caterer, or reprimanding Saint Adventures (the camp instructors). But personally i think that the food would be much much better.. The chilli tastes like plain water.. or rather tasteless. even me.. who has a slight "phobia" of chilli could jolly well enjoy and drink the curry.
The rice was also hard.. but sometimes it was just fine.. But the chicken and fish pieces were hard as stone..
--Now to drinks.. --
The drinks could be very varied. The syrup water was not syrup.. but the hot cocoa (Milo) was fine. But it was too hot.. and would take about 5,6 mins to cool down to drinkable temperature, but we only had less than that to eat.. including the time wasted to queuing up.

Activities were the normal kind, but two new activities had a high appeal to me. Topping the list was Nature Ramble. This is activity is one of the kind, as we could no longer find such places in abundance: swamps and mud trails. This activity wants us to trek through swamps and "raging" streams. It was quite fun, as you could feel a strong current up your knee, and the adrenleine rushing up your neck. After that, we were "forced" to lie on the water face up (thankfully) for a while.. as we were supposed to play a scenario of a bee attack. Next came the fun part.. we were told to climb up a muddy trail. This kind of mud.. was thick and very black in color. It is unlike the normal mud, such that it was darn warm and quite nice to touch. Same thing.. and we went down and rolled on the mud. Thus, 2I had one class of black people =/
But with great fun.. comes great responsibilty... Had to clean everything off, and it took us more than an hour. Firstly soaking in the sea for 10 mins... it was nice and soothing.. A guy near us was fishing.. sorry to him ler..
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*Darn gtg.. Will continue later CYA o.O*

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`angel was watched again at |1:40 PM

Friday, May 13, 2005

Ok... I am back from the camp.... Sooooo sleepy ...

*yawn*
miraculously to say.. I survived.. =) *yawn* the camp wasnt so bad as it seems.. although the food was kinda bad... *yawn* the activites though.. were interesting and fun.. this Sarimbun Camp... iss..is..is... spe..ci...all..... in.... *yawn*... *dozes*

mood: Tired

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`angel was watched again at |2:51 PM

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Well.

Would be off for School Camp at a Scout place.. dunno some crappy place.. till Friday. Hopefuly I'll enjoy it. So cya!

^^

Mood: Excited

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`angel was watched again at |9:47 PM

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Ok. Finally. I am going to forget that stupid $1.. and how I wish SMRT dont come knocking on my door =/

So this whole day was wasted on sleeping. Woke up at 12 pm o.O
Then went on to read the papers.. then went to finish Mathematics Assignment 10..

THought of lazing as i got one whole week to do it.. Maybe i'll do Assignment 11 tommorrow. kinda excited on what we'll do on the 2 days we'll spend in school.

Well... I went to watch tv... laze around and slack. I really got nothing to do.. and everything seems soooo boring.
Attended a BBQ, then went home.. bath. and now slack again. b4 going to sleep...

*yawns*

Mood : Bored

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`angel was watched again at |10:18 PM

Saturday, May 07, 2005

Yes! I was able to "upload" my ACE files into my Gmail account! Wohoo!
Ok here's the story.

After the crappy Sports Meet, I approached the computer labs, with hopes of it being open. Ok it didnt open. So I went to all of the classes, and wished that one of the class would be opened. Tried the Clocktower block.. Sec 2 and Sec 1 blocks.. until I found a class of the Sec 4! After going in, I felt very cooled, as there was still some air con left. Dunno why. So I rushed to upload my files. ^^ Now sending them to mr Kent Cheong.. let's wish that he accepts.

So after that, I went to look for my lost thumbdrive.. still cant find. Damned. another $100++ gone down the drain. It happened last term too >< I think it was around Febuary. FINE! Now I wont bring any more thumbdrives.. but I find it a big hassle.

No more bad things... eh? No no no! I went to LAN in Hougang Plaza with Melvin, his NPCC mates + Zheng hao. It was kinda fun, especially a sniping map where it only consists of bunkers to hide it. I can say I did not pun.. but I got kinda lotsa frags though. =/
However, as the hours get by, we lost contact, as we were sitting in seperate places. Some of us went to play with pros.. and got out of the centre fed up. Well for me.. went to a game which was very fast paced.. Can asy it lasted about an average of 10 seconds. =(
the game was CS

Ok. So we played and forgot our time. great. So we went out bankrupt. We squeezed every $ we had on our lunch, before really becoming dry. For me, I was left with $4.. sh!t. Did I say $4? Damnit now i cannot top up my EZ-Link card. It was -$0.30 . Great huh?

tried a gamble in Hougang MRT. But the bloody man said that I need $5. After showing off my blank wallet, he took down my IC number, and you know what he said? "Boy, I want you to come back and give me back the $1". That was so fcuking stupid. I live in CLementi, why would i go back.. unless I play more LAN, but that will be another 6 more months I guessed.

The conversation went on:
"But I wont be coming back here after quite a long while..."
"So you say you may not be able to return the $1?"
"Can say so.. as I live in the West.. or in Boon Lay (Lying).. How about reducing my EZ link card by $1?"
"Ok. If that's the case.. I'll write down your IC"
Scribbles my IC on a piece of paper
"There, you can come back any time.. and return me the $1. I have recorded it down. You may go now"

So I left. now How I wished that guy got knocked down or have amnesia. And that the paper get used as toilet paper or some sort... Crazy. I could have said I wont GO BACk at all. haiz.. just that stupid $1.

Ok so I went back with heavy hearts. And a wish that my wishes would come true.. =/

end

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`angel was watched again at |5:44 PM

Friday, May 06, 2005

Aiya crap! I left my Photoshop ACE in school!! Noooo!!
After all the hard work.. all down the drain?

Now rushing through Chinese file. This is a very short entry.. written in a rush..

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`angel was watched again at |10:15 PM

ok. great. it is still isnt my turn to go up to present again?!?!?
argh.. this is so darn bad, cuz the stress is getting stronger, as kala's expectations rises!! >.<

ok. there is a maths test today *gulps*, and I can say I may do quite well for it =/
well, Surface Area came out!! Darrell leong! You lost the bet.. HAHAHHAHA -_-

after this, there'll be a stupid sports day. well, it is gonna be another hot and stupid day, as we'll slog under tents under a blazing hot sun. We'll have our own "greenhouse effect" generated very soon tommorrow. Come to experience it.

Good news: I PASSED MY CHINESE TEST!! It was so lucky! Literally my first page was blank.. =/ But it was the rest of it , comprehension, that made me pass the test.

so that's it for today. I also made improvements in memorising. =)

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`angel was watched again at |4:41 PM

Thursday, May 05, 2005

Well, I made it! I remembered everything... except the last stanza >< Well, kinda lucky. Tommorrow than I present =)

Ms Kala kinda killed several of us =/
erm nothing much to talk. will talk more at night, firstly cuz i got no time now

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`angel was watched again at |4:54 PM

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Ok. Finally Let's start work! been memorising since 8.30pm =/ Kinda slack though. was working on my ec3 project.
the poem I selected is very special, it talks about death! Well, it actually talks about how the author want his family to feel after his death, as the author wrote this as he was a soldier fighting brutally in a battlefield. Ok, now I try and type it out. So long!

Simplify Me when I am Dead ---- by Keith Douglas

Remember me when I am dead,
And simplify me when I am dead.

As the processes of Earth,
strip off the colour and the skin,
take the brown hair and blue eye.

And leave me simplier than at birth,
When hairless I came howling in,
And the moon came in the cold sky.

Of my skeleton, perhaps
so stripped, a learned man would say
"He was of such a type and intelligence" no more

Thus when in a year collapse
particular memories, you may
deduce from the long pain i bore

The opinions I held, who was my foe
and what I left, even my appearance
but incidents will be no experience

Time's wrong-way telescope will show,
a minute man ten years hence,
and by distance simplified.

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Crap! I cannot remember from here onwards. And After checking I found several errors too >.<

"but incidents will be no experience" SHOULD BE "but incidents will be no guide"

ok to admit, the last stanza i put has some referral to the book itself. Honestly, i wonder how some of my friends were able to memorise it in 1 day!!! O.N.E DAY!!
So now, i just need to slog my way through the poem till I sleep, maybe I want to sleep now.. *yawns*

Ok, before I 4got, I got to research on the poet himself!! Argh.. why should I need to memorise another piece of information.

Well, to end off, the day just came and went like usual. Nothing different, went to school, my father brought me to Sim Lim Sqaure now... for no reason. (maybe to look at laptops)

Oh yeah, i forgot. My father has started to ban me from the Laptop again!!! =(

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`angel was watched again at |9:23 PM

Today its kinda sick. The Australian Science Competetion that was held today is easy. For some reason, the questions that came out were almost the same as those from Primary School! Well, I am not trying to brag, but i just think that the $8 is there to give us a certificate =)

ok, so after 2 tests, come the last test of all! Maybe not the last test, but for this week at least.. Ok lar. After this would be Literature test. Must regurgitate 20-line poems. Ah its not that bad though.. at least. the prob is that my poem is about death, and ms Kala would ask me why i chose "death" ... =/ So long. Will put another post at night.

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`angel was watched again at |2:41 PM

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Well, found this new CBox. Actually its the same as you guys.
But it helped my blog to become MUCH MUCH less lag. =)

so wont really affect your browsing experience. so long..

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`angel was watched again at |9:19 PM

Well, the History test turned out not to be that... hard... after all.
Also, I would have rather said that I had wasted alot of time studying the WRONG thing. It seemed as though the Weimar Republic would be the main subject of the test, but it turned out to be about the League of Nations! Wow.. how clever the setters were, and our teachers... smart to make us toil our way through thousands of words and books, panic about a new topic yet to be known to us, YET it only came in 1 of the 3 questions given. -_- "

ok fine. BUT i answered the last one improperly.. I am so screwed. =/ Studying so much about Weimar, i forgot about the League. Ah, nvm. What's done is done - "Let bygones be bygones" =)

SO now, its time for Geog. Kinda sian, so went to watch tv throughout. My damned father was at home, and brought me to Funan the IT Mall =/ Lotsa laptops very "cheap". Just watched "Scholars of Scholars". Something like Brainiest Kid, but its darn stupid. It gives only History and Mathematics questions. Dont seem like scholatic questions at all.

And, it seems that my tag-board is super lag at this moment. WIll change it in about a few minutes time.
Actually, dunno why my blog some how become as lag as Douglas.. (maybe worst)
Dun worry, the rest is still the same. =/

Mood: Not Bothered

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`angel was watched again at |8:37 PM

Monday, May 02, 2005

Well. it seems that the HOlidays are finaly oVeR ...

that spells doom for me. throughout the 3 days. i dunno if my "revision" is really revision. i am going to be screwed for tommorrow's test.

worst still, just now after dinner. my damned cousin, brought a movie (The CORE) and everyone watched it. I was also enthralled, and forgot about my revision ><
btw, the movie is kinda nice. alot of sacrifices made, very sad though =/ 3/5 people died. ONe died a quick death. Another was very poor thing. He died by being crushed alive!!

this is v. bad now. and i got really no confidence in meself. i have forgotten everything about the Nazis. the Weimar Republic is now hazy in my minds. Oh no! Why should all these happen to me? Well... i am now just praying that tommorrow's test wuold be lenient. Now going to pia History all the way. Hopefully i grasp some teeny weeny information about the topics. So long for my History

to add to the pain. i have to remember some crap poem thing by Thursday. And the prob is.. I forgot about it!!! Arr... in 2 days. expect me to remember a 20 line poem? that's so darn gayish. I am gonna be killed, and fail that! why wasnt i informed of that? Imagine cramming 20 lines of some literature piece that doesnt give you any meaning. Is that possible?

well, it seems that this would be another bad ending for Term 2 of schooling. Just as term1, hopefully i improve my msg by 0.1 ? that'll be better.

Mood: Anxious

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`angel was watched again at |9:10 PM

Well.. spent about 3,4 hours editing the CSS + do some other crap stuff. like my tagboard =)
its officially up and about. will close my earlier blog soon.

btw. i created my own forum. you guys may try it. (it sux now thought)
kardiona.hollosite.com

Acct 1
user:kevin
pass:kevin

Acct2
user:kelvin
pass:kelvin

Acct3
user:libo
pass:libo

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`angel was watched again at |3:01 PM

Well. Just saw this skin. Liked it. So used it. Yet to put everything in place yet.. Will work on it.

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`angel was watched again at |11:56 AM